truck

You know what Ive been thinking? Ive been thinking about weird things, childish, I suppose.

Yesterday, when I was tailing behind on the sideways leading to School, I saw it. It was a humongous truck and when it blew by me I thought there was nothing as impressive as that particular humongous truck. That second the world turned dull, it was just me and that truck. It is a miracle it even got away with its presence for the street is very tiny and not at all programmed to fit this size of a vehicle. The beautiful thing was that it was an M&M's truck. I focused my gaze on the back door and imagined it opening quietly, next thing I knew, I was swimming in an ocean full of M&Ms in this internal world of imagination, mind you.

 I pictured myself diving like I was in those kids play pools they have in McDonalds, only the balls were tiny M&Ms! Vividly enough, the world took over my breathing flesh! in that egg shell of a mind I pictured myself munching the M&Ms under "water". I knew that when  Im through and will be ready to hop on to boredom kingdom Id fill my school bag with some colorful chocolate round stars. I will be the proud owner of the biggest  M&M supply in the whole universe! I thought that the M&Ms would leave marks of colors on my skin from diving so deep in the truck but I was enchanted by their presence enough to understand it was somewhat impossible, it wasnt really happening, if it was, Id probably be the prettiest guy on earth. I got to Gym class so clean it was a shame to sweat the tidiness out!

And you know what else?  How,now, after I destroyed two tea cups of red jello , I think, I've never seen you eat. I've seen you drink, I've seen you smoke but I've never ever seen you eat. Maybe I shall buy you M&Ms and tuck them safely under your bag, anonymously, and then, I would watch you eat, like, really truly eat. Id probably feel good about it too so I don't mind sharing my lifetime supply of sassy M&Ms with someone who I've never seen eating, you know, eat will you? I'm curious to observe, I'm curious to know how the hell do you- eat. Its quite impossible that you dont.

Mat