What I hate is feeling like you have absolutely no control over what goes on here. I hate that you cant manipulate the situation a 100% to your advantage. I hate being selfish and at the same time so willing to give all Ive got to cherish for that person. it's killing me. Really does, you know? Ive given you about 100 signals, I might as well play "you can leave your hat on" with the signals Im getting from you, or not getting, my dear. I like it that you are intense. I like it that we collide at heating points in which we could argue to no end. Hell with it. I dont need you to be mine. I need Me to be MINE. I really do, you see, you are messing with me and Ive got so much I can load on my plate these days so please, please. Please,please. Im so confused I cant even demand anything. Let alone politely ask you to...
Boy do I need a little drink.
Oh and happy new year even though im late and this is not even the first post since the change. whatever.
Your blog is one of my favorites but when it comes to commenting I always feel totally pathetic because your writing is so perfectly evocative and commenting on it seems...just stupid. But I seriosuly read every post you write and love it.
ReplyDeletethanks Flower,
ReplyDeleteI appreciate it, I dont even know why I wrote it I wasnt expecting any comments
I dont think there should be more comments, I was just fooling around, I was in a playful annoying mood.
Thanks for all the compliments
Mathew